by Ken Dixon
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I used to be really silly. And, to be honest, I still am.
That's why I gravitate toward humor writing.
At the advanced age of (muffled sound), I think I should be far
more serious. Apparently, I have managed somehow not to grow up.
You can't just skate through life finding "funny"
wherever you look, can you? You need to "knuckle down", right?
I was supposed to do that in order to "get anywhere".
Well, here I am. I ended up somewhere, in spite of myself.
But that other place might have been more interesting and and quite a bit
more lucrative. I'll never know, because it's too late now - and that's
as good an excuse as any to keep doing what I'm doing (whatever that is).
My first effort as an author taught me something. I always
thought I could never write fiction. Creating plots and characters just
isn't something I'm inclined to do. It brings to mind organization and
planning - laying things out, making notes and getting prepared. I
suppose I could learn to work that way. But there are so many others who
do it so well. Why should I even try? There's no danger of us
running out of stories. And, of course, now that films are all remakes of
what made money last time, there's even less demand. So what was the
point of going at it haphazardly, as if by some miracle something worthwhile
would come together?
Well, that's exactly what I did. And, much to my surprise,
it worked.
How does a neophyte writer sit at a keyboard, start with a blank
page and no concept of the finished story and end up a few weeks later with a
book? Six chapters in, I had to make a list of names to keep track of who
these strange individuals were and what they had done so far. During the
process, whatever I wrote each day was a total surprise. And I was making
myself laugh. When it was time to publish the manuscript, I was more
comfortable using a pseudonym because I felt as though I didn't own it.
The story had come so easily to me that it was like accepting a delivery
for a neighbor.
Then, I wrote another one.
The second effort was a comedic look at the forming of a church.
It's a subject about which I knew next to nothing. But out came the
narrative anyway, complete with people who had been fully-formed in my
imagination.
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Self-analytical to a fault, I've never been able to understand how
a person who "can't" write fiction and is even disinclined to learn
the right way to do so can produce a couple of books that are clearly fiction
by anyone's definition. I'll readily admit that my mind is easily
boggled, but this makes no sense at all. And it calls into question many
long-held assumptions.
Are there other fields into which I can step with confidence,
knowing I can just "wing it" and be successful? Probably not.
And don't worry; I'm not going to try. But maybe I should have had
more confidence and attempted those things I was sure I couldn't do instead of
waiting so long and finding out by accident.
One of my flaws (and, in the interest of time, I shall not list
them all) has been my unwillingness to persevere at anything I don't do well.
The average dedicated writer, I believe, will learn from his or her early
mistakes and failures and go on to produce competent - and possibly great -
work. I, by contrast, will have long ago moved on to some other pursuit
for which I hope I have some innate ability.
If the word "lazy" comes to mind, I plead guilty.
It's hardly a formula for success, but I have arrived at this point with
a skewed philosophy one associates with slackers and ne'er-do-wells. I'm
not proud of that fact, but there you are.
Practice makes perfect. Half-hearted practice or none at all
makes "good enough". It's lucky for the world at large that I
am in charge of nothing and can do no damage whatsoever.
Oh, I'll keep writing. But if it didn't come easily to me, I
doubt that we'd be having this discussion. I would be doing something
entirely different - and probably not very well.
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I see writing as both an art and a craft. For reasons I
don't understand, I'm able to use written language effectively in all sorts of
situations and meet the requirements presented to me. At the same time,
I've produced a couple of books from whole cloth in a genre of which I have no
working knowledge. The latter is what I define as art: talent
outside the realm of study and training. It's not something for which one
can take credit.
Despite the silliness, the lackadaisical attitude and an aversion
to working hard, artistic ability comes to this author by taking over and
creating in spite of him. That's the real story here.
Sometimes we can be mere conduits for tales that need to be told.
It's not necessary for us to fathom the process. We just need to
get out of the way. Quiet the "I can't" voices, and you may
find they were the only thing stopping you.
I'm no expert. This is just one of the all-too-many things
about which I know very little. But sometimes life just smacks me upside
the head and I manage to learn a lesson.
Now, I know that if I were moved to do so I could open a new file
on my computer and wait for inspiration. An idea would come, and I would
be off and running with no clue as to where I'm going or how I will get there.
That's not "how it's done", but it's how I do it - and
that's okay. The result may be quite silly, or it may have some merit.
Either way, it works for me.
Ken's books Back to Woolstock and From this Seed can be found on amazon.com
Ken's books Back to Woolstock and From this Seed can be found on amazon.com
What some people consider silly, others consider inspiration. Whatever it takes to avoid writer's block is all right by me.
ReplyDeleteSometimes the writing comes easily for me. Now most of the time, however. Every writer has to find his way and they can be quite different.
ReplyDeleteWhat a great story! There are many aspiring writer out there that need to read this. Maybe they too will decide to take up a pen and turn it into a sword afterwards.
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